Share Shoulders

pagi jumaat lps..

hehehe..bgn dgn rs gembira tak berbelah bagi...rise n shine lah org putih kate...

sebab??

at last..i had my own sweet time just for myself... boleh kemas bilek...rearranged brg2 yg ade dlm bilek ni..basuh kipas...tuka cadar...in other words; i dont have to give a damn about somebody else..bunyi mcm self fish kan?tp kadang2 korg akan rase betape tak bestnye asek jage org laen je...asek pikirkan mslh org laen je...mslh sendiri tak lepas2...tak setel2...

tp ptg jumaat tu jd ptg plg sedih...

menangis dpn lptop sampai bengkak mate...

reason?

rindu kaklong...rindu nk peluk kaklong...(bile dah ade problem br ingt kaklong)

heee..wat malu je...nanges sampai merah mate idung..da mcm clown pon ade...huu..cite di sebalik nanges2? heee..ade satu je...kelainan rutin harian...hee..tak perlu cite...t malu sndiri bile bace blk..

ms chat ngn kaklong tu br la tau...aku dah dpt hati aku balik!!!aku dah pandai sayang orang laen selain diri sendiri...woaahhhh..*clap..clap..clap..*

sebab?

ak jrg syg org...ari tu ade terjumpe tisu yg ak tulis ms bosan dlm blek kt uia...tisu tu aku tulis psl syg org laen..x semestinye kekasih...kawan2..family...n ptg tu ak tau...ak mmg syg giler rumet2 ak...sebab diorg la sanggup share their shoulders when i really in need...tak perlu cite pape..

kalau mcm kaklong..i just go..sit on the bed..look at her..."kaklong nk pelok.." then kaklong mesti ckp.."ni mesti ade pape ni..meh sini.." then we hugged..and i feel relief...perfect remedy!

kalau ngn say...just with the look on my face..she can tell..there's something wrong..then say akan ckp.."jom g mkn eskem..." or... "jom keluo" kdg2 bile ak bwk kete dgn lju nye without a word..she could tell..i'm not the usual me...

kalau ngn kak izah...ermmm..i go n watch the movie thru lptop with her...ak jrg watch movie ngn org..sbb ak suke dgr gne earphone..if omputih..sbb i really like their accent..

they are my angels...my perfect remedies....even without me noticing it...i do really love them...and ptg jumaat tu..ak nanges giler2 ms kaklong ckp.."adik nanges la dlu...kaklong pelok dari jauh.." uwaaaaa....dah tak thn2 dah..sbb ms tu duk dlm bilek sndiri..pintu pon da kunci...keh3....

"amani??nanges???"hell yeah..aku nanges jgk...tp aku jrg2 nanges...sbb ak x suke muke ak lps nanges...org lean leh cry and they still have the cutest face even after crying..aku sgt jeles..!!tp ak kalo nye muke after cry..the ugliest face ever...everything got bloated..i really...really hate it!!!

i dont have to tell my problems..they were just there to share their shoulders... how lovely rite? love you all roomies!!

and bile dah duk kt umah nih...bile ad small problems..takkan aku tetibe nk g btau mak or kakak aku.."nak pelok.." nak mampos??umah ak xde sape nk lyn mnde2 kecik..major problems br perlu btau....huhuhu...tapi kalo ade abaha bleh je release tensen..sbb abaha adalah org plg positif dlm umh nih...rs mcm nk ikut abaha g semporna je..huuu...untuk misi mencari diri..mungkin?ok..tu kite cite entri laen...

k bye...

p/s:ms berpisah abes blaja dlu...ak x nanges pon..kaklong ngn say je yg nanges2 teresak2...aku? stay cool..macho..(konon!) rugi x nanges same2 dlu..kalo tak skang ni..xdela rindu mencengkam jiwe sgt..huhuhuh